Feeling Very Grateful
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This morning I decided to try Oprahs approach to waking up. Once I realized I had woken up and was in fact alive ( this is something I like to double check on every so often ) I wanted to do things a little differently this morning than I usually do. This morning I woke up in stillness ( as Oprah suggested ) and the answer DID in fact come to me.
The answer to what you may ask. Or maybe you’re not asking. Maybe I’m just hoping you are so I can answer it here. Maybe that’s a ridiculous thing to hope for. I mean you have decided to read this blog on your own accord so I’m just assuming you at least want to know what’s going on in my head.
Bless you.
Well what’s been going on in my head is this - If you’re gonna keep on living you should figure out a plan on exactly how you are going to do that. I mean SHIT - I really didn’t expect to be alive still and maybe that’s all a part of the lesson. What part? What lesson? I’ll let you know when I find out.
Anyway - the fucking stillness.
The stillness told me to stop stressing out.
The universe told me to believe in the process.
God (whoever & wherever they be) told me to do as I am called.
Well I was called to wake up and attempt this iPad set up to see if it truly is mobile ( it is ) and to go live on Tik Tok ( I currently am ) with my back turned to the camera not looking at the screen ( breaking all the rules ) AND… nah that’s it. That’s it and that’s enough.
Okay fine I have a big plan. This is a part of a larger plan for my digital ecosystem. I figure if I do this often enough people will come to expect being able to watch me write while I’m live and will come to the site to read the blog. I also think they can read the blog and then find the live streams I upload on YouTube from there and THEN make their way to Tik Tok from there. Or maybe someone found me from a speech I did and they LOVE my words then I direct them here for more.
I’m honestly not sure what the entire plan is. I don’t know what the last steps are. I don’t even know what the middle steps are. SHIIIIT where the hell am I going? NO idea. I just know what my next steps are. I like the direction I am moving in. I am moving away from my pain and into more pleasure. I’m able to make decisions based on who I am today and who I want to be tomorrow and not who I thought I was yesterday.
As long as I’m being true to what feels best for me there is no way I can go in the wrong direction.
This seems like a good place to stop. The song playing is great. This post is honest. I took a sneak peek behind me and saw that there are some people watching my live stream. I actually already got a compliment on my set up. This was just supposed to be a test and it’s already getting positive feedback. This is what it feels like to be in the flow and on the path.
I’m feeling so grateful to be here today.
Now imma slay.
Namaste.
Aloha a hui hou kakou malama pono.
JFS