Why Must I Live on The Fringes of Society?

Hello & Grand Rising!

I have therapy today at 1:30pm. My homework from last week was to figure out what I wanna do about “coming out”. Ugh. I don’t know. Should it matter? Why do I gotta tell everyone my private business? I mean… I choose to make a lot of things in my life public. I guess… I just wish it wasn’t such a big deal. I think it’s really ridiculous that it is. Why must I live on the fringes of society? Why must I push the boundaries with so many things? I do enjoy the spotlight - I don’t enjoy that it makes me a target. My life is so wonderful when you look at it. Young(ish), partnered, cute dog, living in LA, pretty damn good looking… but what I really want is freedom. What I really want is to be everything I am everywhere I go and to feel safe. Not just in liberal places - not just behind closed doors but everywhere. I should be allowed everywhere and I should be able to do everything. I journal here in the mornings to free myself. I put my energy into being. I put my energy into moving forward. I put my energy into infinity and beyond.